WHERE AM I WASTING MY LIFE?
Although I need some diversion and will have some low energy times, it is not workable for me to divert too often and/or to be in low energy - if I am going to live the life I would like to live. I use the term "wasting" to include anything that takes away from living my life at a higher level and/or anything where I experience not thinking as well of myself or my life as I would like - not like it is "bad" but more like it is not workable for creating the life I want.
I'm writing this in response to a number of things but specifically now because I found I was pretty well blasted out by the evening, with what felt like low energy, where I drifted to whatever was easiest and least effortful. Of course, that was tv and ice cream (which created me being off for the next day too!). I had the thought I couldn't do anything that is more like work. I felt all 'worked out', though there was lots more I wanted to do and though I wanted to make alot more progress faster on developing the usefulness of the site(s). (Let me correct this, technically: This is not a feeling, as it is actually a thought, which in turn creates the feeling).
So, this had me doing more inquiry into how to be disciplined and more in charge of my life. You can read the hows via the discipline page though I plan on discussing how I succeeded and the extent to which I succeeded - and how I made it easier to do.
Evening pretty much not highly used (personal or avocation) - getting better, workup a written plan and post it.
Notes and resources not completed with follow up, finishing - Huge
strategy - write in higher standards.
I have been gifted with so much and I am living in heaven!
